Theres a drumming noise inside my head that starts when you're around

I have been waiting for something to sort of, stampede into my life and change the way I think. My general outlook on life and current mindset feels slightly skewed, I am bored, of almost everything and stupidly stressed about things that quite frankly aren't worth it, considering how short life can be and all that, a horrible thought at the best of times I find. I am hoping, fingers crossed, that this will be shifted slightly after Sunday, as it's my birthday and I am finally 18. I have been waiting for this eversince I first tasted alcohol so Monday night should be very interesting! But yes, I am sure this new found freedom will be entertaining for a few weeks but I have an inkling I will be back here in a month or so just as bored as I was beforehand hense the yearning for something pretty permanent to occur in my brain and have some sort of effect. I was discussing this with my friend earlier, we were sitting in her loft talking about the stresses of college, school, males, and we were both so unmotivated and just generally melancholy about life in general. I suggested we needed something dramatic but positive to happen to completely flip our current feelings and spur us on to greatness, however we unfortunately reached the conclusion these sorts of things only happen in movies, but I still have a slight bit of hope! I need a kick up the arse really, any takers?